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Sunday, February 15, 2009

ASHES and WINE - A Fine Frenzy

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?

Shut it out
I've got no claim on you now
Not allowed to wear your freedom down


WHERE I STOOD - Missy Higgins

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

KINDLY UNSPOKEN - Kate Voegele

Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words
It’s lucky I’m clever
Cause if I didn’t know better
I’d believe only that which I’d heard

So don’t keep me up till the dawn
With words that’ll keep leading me on
I know much better than to wait for an answer from you

YOUR LETTER - 112

I saw a name I didn't recognize.
I felt the tears gone to my eyes.
Seeing that the love that you've been longing for,
was another love not mine.

ACHE - James Carrington

The time that it took writing words for my book
seems to have broken in half
The gate that i shut last time i got hurt
seems to have opened itself

CHASING PAVEMENTS - Adele

This ain't lust,
I know this is love but,

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Waiting as my heart drops,
And my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it

THINKING OF YOU - Katy Perry

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

songs that are currently constantly and repetitively playing on my iPod


Monday, February 02, 2009

My allergies is really pissing me off, I woke up happy today and feels like I could do something productive.

I turn on the PC and tried to redesign and update my resume, but since my allergic rhinitis is a hindrance for my brain cells to work, I guess I won't be able do something productive today and end up lying to bed again and watch TV.

Damn! I hate this, I hate when I want to do something but my stupid brain won't cooperate.

Well I'm gonna lay down now, the medicine took effect already, and I feel shaky and sleepy now.

What a very short post. :D


Friday, January 30, 2009

i guess you don't know how it feels to be alone
feeling like no one is there to listen
i try to make everything perfect for you
but nothing i do is enough
nothing i do is right
i try to hold on tight
trying not to let go
trying to smile when i know i want to cry

I'll just post quotes for now...



Friday, January 16, 2009


you know what I think hurts the most?
the feeling of being replaced. it's like
no matter what you did, it wasn't enough.
& no matter what you do to try & capture
their heart again, doesn't seem to work.
& you're suddenly left thinking that
you'll never be enough. & a sudden sadness
captures your heart that never really leaves.




Thursday, January 15, 2009

Trust me, I know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry
in the shower so no one can hear you.
I know what it's like to wait for everyone
to be asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything to hurt so bad you
just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.